Some days I wonder why God gives me pain. Why He lets me walk through dark times. My heart breaks at times and I beg Him to take away the aches that I feel, but He chooses to let them remain.
I don't mean why in an accusatory way. I don't mean it in a "I'm mad and you make no sense" kind of way, either. I'm asking "Why, God? I don't understand, but I will trust You. I will still love You. I'm just so confused because I can't see what You are doing here."